Stressed and struggling is how I feel today.
I have to say I did not see this coming after having such a nice family weekend. I don’t know quite where it started – or why – but I’m riding on very little sleep after waking up at 3am for no reason at all and not being able to get back to sleep till about 5:30am.
Kids to school, errands, too late to the gym to take the class I wanted…and tried to register the boys for swim class tonight only to find I have to wait till next session because they could take 1 in – not all 3. Full. My own fault for being a week late into the session anyway. Hello procrastination.
Managed to get a half hour of hooping in before getting the kids from school. That I was proud of. Instead of sitting on my couch to catch up on Friday’s episode of General Hospital I missed, I hit play on the DVR while I stood up and hooped. That hoop hit the floor more times than I could count, but I did it for an entire half hour. Crazy hard now. And to think once upon a time (as a kid) I rocked the hoop.
Got some news something I worked on (and has since been posted) needs a rework and got pulled…and now I find myself having to do it over again because a company was not satisfied with the direction I went in. This has NEVER happened to me before. And it really got me down. I am frustrated and trying to find some perspective on it. I want to make the company happy. Scheme of things not a big deal…but it feels like a big deal. And I’m kind of dreading having to fix it because now I have a complex about it.
So there’s that. And none of the kids napped. Been a crazy – and loud – few hours.
I used to change my Facebook profile photo according to my mood. This one? Feels like me today.